Hi all.

Or anyone out there I used to know. I haven't been here in ages, yet when I come back I feel exactly like I did the last time I sat here al looked at the grey tones of the screen in front of me. Pleased to be here.

I should let you know that a part of this entry is watsing time while I should be working and I am watsing that time becaus eI strongly dislike my job. I hate when I hate my job. I think it's one of the worst things in life, hating a job. We spend most of our lives working, we should at least be able to like where we are, what we are doing or at least who we are around most of the day. Right?

I used to here in this office. Yes a cold pale slate colored walled office, with a desk and a single book shelve with not a single interesting book in sight. A black phone a computer and mounds of files and papers all claiming to be important yet none of them could I give a shit about right now. I need to feel more creativly challenged then excell can offer me.

So I hate this part of my life that I love right now. Getting out of bed on the days I come here is awful. Granted I only work two and a hlaf days now because he cut my hours in half several months ago.

On the bright side of life I really can't complain. I'm getting married in lessthan a year. he is (not to be cliche) wonderful and everything I would want him to be. I met him while I was still on here everyday. So we've been together for over 5 years now. A lot of the people that we know couldn't understand why we have waited this long to be married but I really would change it a bit. We are right where we need to be.